The Allure...of Mammon (spiritual influences, mammon)

I recently found myself aware that I was being allured or subtly seduced in my thinking. I did not notice the process right away, in fact, I think it happened over the course of many weeks. When I came to terms with the realization of what was happening, I was very quickly able to label it for what it was: mammon.
Let me describe what happened and see if you can relate.
My wife and I felt earlier this spring that we were in a time of transition. I know in some circles that is a fairly common term. However, I could identify several areas in our lives where this was taking place – just not one isolated aspect.
The transition included our being re-positioned physically, specifically moving houses. After a time of weighing up this possibility, we felt a clear sense of needing to make a move. We discussed which realtor we would use and considered how many changes we might need to make in our house to ready it for the real estate market.
We solicited the help and advice of a Christian realtor we knew. As part of their services, an interior designer or home stager was engaged to work with us. Darlene was wonderful and very adept at her task. She made suggestions after assessing the home and what would give us the advantage without major expense when placing our house on the market.
Needless to say, the whole process took us four months to scratch off the list of recommendations. Important learning and new skill sets were developed along the way. DIY projects have new meaning.
The shift in thinking began to happen with greater strength as we neared the end of the renos and began to envision the house being on the market. We initially established an idea of what we wanted to spend on our new house and with that information our realtor set up an automated email flow of houses that fit our criteria.
We watched our in-box daily to see what would have appeal. As this happened and we looked at other potential options, our financial figures slowly and subtly began shifting. We were no longer content with those properties fitting our initial criteria but over time our interest grew in pricier homes.
We began dreaming about the spaces and décor of our new house. The location and possible other options that might accompany the new property got added along the way. Even our catchment area grew in size.
At last, our house went on the market and, amazingly, was sold in just over a day dependent upon a house inspection. Within the week, this inspection was completed and the conditions were waived and final sign off took place. We now found ourselves in that place of needing to move and having no new house arranged.
Discussions with our mortgage broker, a friend of ours, on the day of the final sign off, suddenly brought into sharp realty our situation and buying potential. Both my wife and I were speechless when we heard the figures.
In reality, we could perhaps make the mortgage payments for a house that fit our dreams…well sort of. But was that what we really wanted? We are nearing the later seasons of our working career and what would be the wisest path? Is now the time to take on the largest mortgage of our married lives?
In the midst of the mini-crisis, I suddenly had the realization of what had happened to us…or better said - moi! I had been seduced by the allure of having a larger, more updated home then we currently had. I rationalized that it would be great place to invite and entertain our friends over a meal. Without realizing it, the houses worth considerably more than our current one and, over the price criteria we had initially established, had become a seemingly obtainable goal.
Nothing like reality pulling you up short and finding yourself asking how you got there.
Matthew 6:24 says, “No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. You cannot serve God and mammon.”
Mammon seeks to seduce us, to put our trust in money rather than God. In this instance, I bought into the lie that the lower priced homes were not enough for me. I needed something grander and more appealing then those first homes we looked at. Somehow I got disconnected from reality and what was affordable.
What a wake up call for me!
Does any of this story relate to your thinking? I believe it is time to be alert to what is influencing us spiritual in our financial decisions. Consider what mammon might be saying to you.









