Robbing Yourself

Robbing Yourself
“For they have even taken some of the accursed things, and have both stolen and deceived: and they have also put it among their own stuff.” ~ Joshua 7:11
Joshua 7 records the account of Israel's defeat in battle at Ai. One key factor contributed to this defeat. As described in the above verse, Achan had taken what was not his and what had been strictly forbidden by the Lord. During the battle over Jericho, the people had been warned (6:18) not to take any of the accursed things, lest a curse be brought upon Israel and trouble come upon the nation.
When confronted, Achan confesses his actions and sin before all the people of Israel:
“When I saw among the spoils a beautiful Babylonian garment, two hundred shekels of silver, and a wedge of gold weighing fifty shekels, I coveted them and took them. And there they are…” (verse 21)
Achan was a fighting man, prepared to defend his nation, his family, and his people. Yet, he saw, he coveted, he took, and then he hid the evidence. What began as a desire in his heart eventually gave birth to sin and costly consequences.
There are things in our own lives that we desire which, in and of themselves, are not necessarily wrong. Things like wealth, possessions, independence, and honour. But when a desire becomes an unchecked longing, influencing and directing our actions, we can find ourselves in a precarious place.
We may know that God owns all we have and desires to bless us with good things. Yet, there are times when we move ahead of Him, stepping out on our own. We become captivated by the treasures our hearts desire. We pursue them, grasp them, and make them our own, rather than trusting God to provide in His way and in His time.
When God speaks to us about letting go, we can find ourselves holding on tightly, even knowing that what we have grasped does not belong to us. And this is not limited to money or possessions. It can also involve recognition, fame, credit, or power.
In response, we may try to hide what is happening within us, concealing the true condition of our hearts and our desires. We miss out on what God has for us. He has a greater purpose, but we settle for less. We buy into the lie and ignore the conviction of the Holy Spirit, who seeks to gently direct us down another path.
We hold tightly to what we have taken, burying it away, when all along God desires to bless us through a different process and in His appointed time. In our pursuit of what is fleeting and temporary, we can forfeit the greater things He wants to develop and accomplish in our lives.
The story could have ended differently for Achan. Our stories can be different too. Desires and issues of the heart, when surrendered to the Father, can lead us down a different path. Recognizing what we hold dear and treasure most, and bringing it into the light of His presence, allows its grip on our hearts to loosen. At that very starting point, our course can be radically altered.
Achan did not go to war that day planning to take the spoils. Yet, his heart had already become a seedbed for that desire. Left unattended, it eventually gave birth to actions that were contrary to God's instructions. In seeking to obtain what he wanted on his own terms, he may well have forfeited what God could have provided in His way and in His time.
How often might we have done the same thing, knowingly or inadvertently?
The Father desires us to walk free from the unsurrendered areas of our hearts. He invites us, even now, to respond to His promptings. What we surrender to Him, we no longer need to grasp for ourselves.
Carpe diem.
Reflection Questions
- What have you pursued, knowing it did not have the blessing of the Lord upon it?
- What holds you back from trusting God for His ultimate provision—in His way and in His timing?
Prayer
Heavenly Father,
I come to You with open hands and an open heart. I ask that You would search me and show me where I have pursued things that You wanted to freely give to me.
Give me the strength and grace to address these areas of my life and to choose a different path. I ask for the leading of the Holy Spirit in this area of my life. When desires for things rise up within me, help me to surrender them to You rather than grasping for them myself.
I want to trust You in a new way in this area of my life. You are my true source and provision.
In Jesus' name,
Amen.










